At The Beginning

Malam semakin larut, gue abis dengerin lagu At the Beginning- Richard Marx & Donna Lewis Ost Anastasia. Mantap banget lagunyaa! 

Begini liriknya :

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming what we’d have to go through

Now here we are

And I’m suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you

Unexpected, what you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

And life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever

Wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you

We were strangers

On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand

Unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

And life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever

Wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me, alone in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I’ve been waiting so long

Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

And life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever

Wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you

Yeah

Life is a road, and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep going on

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

In the end I want to be standing at the beginning (beginning)…

With you…

Mmm.. Sambil dengerin tuh lagu dan jari-jari mulai menari di keyboard, pikiran gue melayang-layang ke pernikahan. Iya, iya ga salah kok, PERNIKAHAN! 

Ini baru awal posting bu, kok udah ngomongin pernikahan ajaa? "Aihh,ini yang terpikir sekarang sih" jawaban gue kalo ditanya pembaca.

Hari-hari cepat berlalu. Ngga akan lama lagi, gue akan menjadi seorang istri! Aaaa.. gue mau mereview idup gue beberapa bulan belakangan ini.

Gue udah belajar masak, numis-numis sayur, masak ikan, dan yang penting sih bikin sambel karena doi suka banget sambel @_@ ternyataa.. masak itu ga susah kok. Tapi gue masih ga pede sama bumbunya. Doi selalu ngasih petuah kalo masak itu jangan pake mecin! pake garam n gula aja.. Aih, lidah gue udah kebiasa makan makanan yang gurih. pas masak ga pake mecin atau s*s* (salah satu merk penyedap masakan), gue jadi ga pede sama rasanya. kok kurang asin ya, ga gurih ya.. gue tambahin garem lagi, eh keasinan!! alamakk...

dan setidaknya gue udah pernah nyuci baju (beberapa kali kalo ga ada mbak), ngepel, dan setrika baju. kalo nyuci piring tiap hari malah. hemm.. kerajinan rumah tangga yang gue sebutin tadi, gue yakin bisa.

Tapi... yang gue pikirin sekarang bukan cuma kerajinan rumah tangga yang sifatnya "fisik". Gue harus punya mental, ya mental menjadi seorang istri! punya keyakinan yang sama kuatnya dengan suami, tapi punya dukungan yang lebih besar daripada kekuatan seorang suami. Ini yang harus digarisbawahi, guys...

Kehidupan after marriage, gue udah ngebayangin gue akan mengemban tanggung jawab yang lebih gede. Memulai berdua menjalani kehidupan baru, tanpa banyak bergantung dgn orang tua, punya keputusan sendiri, dan punya tujuan bersama untuk dicapai. Apakah gue udah siap sekarang? Gue masih merenungkannya hingga hari ini, sambil terus mendengarkan lagu "At The Beginning" 

Life is a road, and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep going on

Starting out on a journey .......